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i am a witness to all of the horribly rotten, general no good things
i would oncce give up organs to do
a fained interest rolls through the curls of her hair
and in this moment i realize
i could be a good boy or i could be a bad man
freckles mark her shoulders and her neck
i was too scared to move so i just let you touch me
i am trying, i am trying to understand
there is one too many in this bed
and these capillaries burst as soon as things got a bit too rough
we are always healing
if i could just blend in for a while
there's a suicide phone on tappanzee bridge
it feels good to break a sweat in the promise land
i will make this easy for you
i crave your germs
not a stitch on dark eyes
it is my selfish heart that seeks your affections
i would call you sweet tea
if this is a gift then take it back
since when did pretty become a consolation compliment?
the words are hiding from me behind my tongue,
if i reach back far enough maybe i'll hack them out
i've got an itch that i cant scratch with my own hands

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These are the times that try a man's soul.

SNOW?!

OCTOBER 14TH

dear world,

bring it on.

I Taught Myself How to Grow Old.

Its amazing how much and how far my mind can run when I allow it to do so. Its also pretty intense how it always manages to find its way back to you again, and again.

Ballons, Streamers, etc.

I turn 21 pretty soon. And I like chocolate cake with whipped cream icing.

Just so you know.

Now go hug your Dad.

Lately everything has kind of..

Sucked. From the Lakers being down in the finals, to the movies I've been watching, to the music I've been listening to, from how I've been spending my time, to the redlight camera tickets I've been getting, to the fact that everytime I walk outside it feels like someone is standing over me with a magnifying glass burning me like a little ant.

The name of this blog is really lame, thanks for putting up with it.

Today was beautiful.

I have no doubts that there is anything true love can't conquer.

Happy Birthday!

To my blog!