For all the times...

I've came off course, you have always served as a compass.

Steady. Forgiving.

Its like Clay Aiken gave birth to Clay Aiken.

peace, love, and the painful realization that there are three more languages who can ignore my blog.

I bet myspace sucks without me

Its been 21 days since I last checked my myspace account, or so I have been told. I despise things like "ranking friends" or lame bulletins. No one cares what is sitting on your computer desk, or who is number 6 on your cell phone's speed dial. For that matter, no one really wants to see 500 pictures of anyone. Unless its Katherine Heigl. But I'll be the first to admit I don't always put things to words like I want to. But occasionally I stumble across people who do.

An excerpt from Matt Thiessen's (of Relient K fame) blog.

"Since I know that you myspace ladies are the only ones reading this blog right now (save Schneck), I'll take this opportunity to say hello. Thank you all for being so nice and writing me all the time. Its really flattering. I'm sorry that I don't respond. I don't really like myspace, and I primarily use it to keep up with friends that I had BEFORE myspace. Also, I don't know why you guys write me so much, but as an older (and perhaps wiser) human being, allow me to bestow upon you a wee bit of advice. Cherish these days of being young and free. Instead of writing me and being on the internet so much, do something productive. When I was in high school, I had a job, and when I wasn't working, I was teaching myself how to play the guitar."

ahh perfect, thank you Matt.

In other news Race the Sun is reuniting and the world is a better place for it. Now if only Blink...

peace, love and, internet relationships.

Sorry Dudes, My Bad...

Its January 14th and I have already broken every New Years resolution I set.

Ohh well.

In other blog news, I have decided its time to rename this thing. No more "Whats a Bond..." As much as I love Saves the Day, I want something so funny it makes you pee your pants everytime you visit. Too bad that since only three people know about this, its just futile.

peace, love, and depressing realizations that one single new day on a calendar can not change you as a person as much as you would like it to.

Optimistic.

I'm still learning exactly what that word means to me everyday. But Im not going to let life get me too down in the meantime.

I miss my old life.

There I said it.

It seems like at times, I'm just not meant to live my life here. San Diego sounds perfect. Maybe I just need to hear someone say something that will change my life. But I do know that everything happens for a reason.

god I wished I knew what that was.

peace, love, and reverie.

what have we become?

Ohh blogspot, what has become of us? Its August and we've went the entire summer without each other. Somewhere over the course of the last three months, we've lost touch. Lets catch up.

- I've flew across the country & visited California for the first time.
- I liberated myself from a bad situation.
- I lost touch with people.
- I made new friends.
- I met a girl.
- I turned 20.
- I got a badass speeding ticket.

The last time we talked I was excited about how summer was here and I knew it was going to turn my mood around. Now, I have a whole new look at life. I finally feel like things are on the upswing for me.

peace, love, and catching up.

I can finally feel it...

Summer is here. I know it feels that way to a lot of other people as well, but it still seems like something is missing to me. Have you ever felt something was out of place?

Ohh well, warm weather, friends, cookouts, are all here. Maybe it will cheer me up.

peace, love, and every finger i have crossed.

a breath of fresh air

I don't know exactly what the point of me having a "blogspot" is. But its mine and hopefully I'll think of something to fill this with one day. But for now my name is Trevor Matthews, these are my thoughts, and this is my blog.

ohh the title "whats a bond..." is from a Saves The Day song called "My Sweet Fracture." It some odd way, it means a lot to me. I cant take credit for it, although I would love to.

peace, love, and first impressions.