Optimistic.

I'm still learning exactly what that word means to me everyday. But Im not going to let life get me too down in the meantime.

I miss my old life.

There I said it.

It seems like at times, I'm just not meant to live my life here. San Diego sounds perfect. Maybe I just need to hear someone say something that will change my life. But I do know that everything happens for a reason.

god I wished I knew what that was.

peace, love, and reverie.

what have we become?

Ohh blogspot, what has become of us? Its August and we've went the entire summer without each other. Somewhere over the course of the last three months, we've lost touch. Lets catch up.

- I've flew across the country & visited California for the first time.
- I liberated myself from a bad situation.
- I lost touch with people.
- I made new friends.
- I met a girl.
- I turned 20.
- I got a badass speeding ticket.

The last time we talked I was excited about how summer was here and I knew it was going to turn my mood around. Now, I have a whole new look at life. I finally feel like things are on the upswing for me.

peace, love, and catching up.

I can finally feel it...

Summer is here. I know it feels that way to a lot of other people as well, but it still seems like something is missing to me. Have you ever felt something was out of place?

Ohh well, warm weather, friends, cookouts, are all here. Maybe it will cheer me up.

peace, love, and every finger i have crossed.

a breath of fresh air

I don't know exactly what the point of me having a "blogspot" is. But its mine and hopefully I'll think of something to fill this with one day. But for now my name is Trevor Matthews, these are my thoughts, and this is my blog.

ohh the title "whats a bond..." is from a Saves The Day song called "My Sweet Fracture." It some odd way, it means a lot to me. I cant take credit for it, although I would love to.

peace, love, and first impressions.