I Taught Myself How to Grow Old.

Its amazing how much and how far my mind can run when I allow it to do so. Its also pretty intense how it always manages to find its way back to you again, and again.

Ballons, Streamers, etc.

I turn 21 pretty soon. And I like chocolate cake with whipped cream icing.

Just so you know.

Now go hug your Dad.

Lately everything has kind of..

Sucked. From the Lakers being down in the finals, to the movies I've been watching, to the music I've been listening to, from how I've been spending my time, to the redlight camera tickets I've been getting, to the fact that everytime I walk outside it feels like someone is standing over me with a magnifying glass burning me like a little ant.

The name of this blog is really lame, thanks for putting up with it.

Today was beautiful.

I have no doubts that there is anything true love can't conquer.

Happy Birthday!

To my blog!

ohhh my blog...

Are not five sparrows sold for two cents?
And yet not one of them is forgotten by God.
Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered.
Do not fear; you are worth more than many sparrows.

I know its been awhile, but I am happy, humble, and in love.

Has it been this long?

Dear Local Bands,

If you know your chorus is weak and has no hook.

Don't send me friends request.

Thanks.

P.S. That goes for you metal bands too.

"I take it all to heart..."

It's nice when you're browsing your iTunes and you stumble across a band that you used to like a lot, but for whatever reason haven't listened to in awhile.

Like Acceptance for example.

Later today I am taking a cooking class. Yes you read that correctly, a cooking class. If I make anything edible, I'll invite the three people who read my blog over for dinner sometime.

Peace, Love and appetizers at 6:30...

Faith...

Is a weird thing to me. It takes forever to believe and so little to tear it all down.

Think about it.

Life has been really trying to suck the good mood out of me, for what seems like this entire month. Not that good things haven't been happening. Its the whole one step forward, two steps backwards deal. But theres no such thing as luck or even "bad luck". Just a bunch of trials that travel in packs.

When it rains, it pours. But eventually it stops.

Top 5 ways to spend your weeekend off...

1. Wash your car.
2. Finally get around to filing your income taxes.
3. Listen to Lupe Fiasco.
4. Watch every episode of Sportscenter and every rerun thereafter.
5. Read through your old xanga post, and get a little red faced at some things

and then learn the following.

It's amazing to me how long you can pursue something.
A possession, a belief, a feeling, a person.
Who knows if you'll ever obtain it?
Or take for granted the times you could have.

And even if I never, I'm just going to love life the same way.
Or try my best anyway.